I am not a feminist. I'll concede that fact. I am aware of women's rights and will advocate for any wrong doings I see. But I just don't consider myself a feminist. I love to support other women who are, and who have a better handle on it than I do. I just spent the weekend with my best friend from Chicago who's going to seminary and who is a champion of women's rights within the church, including getting them on leadership. That so rocks--I'm so excited she is going through with this opportunity. But I've always prioritzed myself as Christian first, African-American second, woman third.
When I went to Wiscon this year, I didn't really care that it was a feminist convention. I was more intrigued at so many people of color who were there. For the first time in my life, I got to hang out with other black women who were into reading science fiction novels, who liked Dr Who, who had the same interests as I did. I got to hang out with a whole bunch of black people who understood what is was like to be the only black person in the room, to have different tastes from what "normal" black people was supposed to like. It was like finding
I say all this because of the flap that's happening over Elizabeth Moon being one of the Guests of Honor at Wiscon next year.
For those of you who don't know, Elizabeth Moon, a science fiction writer, wrote a blog post that boiled down to immigrants needing to conform in order to fit in. It has caused all sorts of uproar in the LiveJournal community, so much that there have been calls for Wiscon to rescind her GOH and/or Moon to step down. Unfortunately, neither has happened yet.
This morning, I read Nojojojo's post about leaving the Comcon and possibly not attending Wiscon next year. Since then, other posters have expressed their dismay and in some cases, said they'll come to Madison, but not attend Wiscon. And in the comments section, there are people who have said they considered coming, but now won't.
If this had happened a year ago, I think I would have said the exact same thing.
Being new to the whole con scene, I understand that not every function goes nice and smoothly behind the scenes. But even before the whole Moonfail, I was surprised at just how much drama happens at Wiscon. I got a small taste of it when I moderated the Black Kids in the Cafeteria panel. Can't imagine what 35 years of that would be like. But I find myself growing more and more dismayed about it, especially with this whole Elizabeth Moon fiasco. Not so much her presence—frankly, I never heard her name before until they made the announcement at this year's Wiscon. But how this must be for the other Guest of Honor, Nisi Shawl, who I deeply love and respect. I hate seeing so many people say they're not coming, because they're going to miss out on meeting Nisi. They're gonna miss out meeting other people of color, and having deep intelligent conversations, all because an author couldn't keep her opinons to herself.
This saddens me.
I think that had this happened a year ago before I attended Wiscon, I would have done the exact same thing and wouldn't go. I would have been scared off by all the negativity and the brouhaha. I absolutely don't like drama. I had my doubts when RaceFail came along. But I also had a bunch of friends who told me that Wiscon was the absolute bomb and I would have so much fun there. I believed them, I went, and it was true. Perhaps I had fun because I got a chance to experience it unhindered by past bias. And I was ecstatic to learn that Nisi would be the GoH.
So with that said, I'm going next year. I'm going to support Nisi, and be with my friends. I also respect those who say they won't go because of Moon. I'm still trying to decide how to respond to that--if I should boycott her speech, if I should not just show up on her panels. I don't know.
I wonder, and I feel like an absolute heel for suggesting this, if now would be a good time to consider creating a con for people of color. As much as I dislike the thought of separating ourselves, it feels that too much is being crammed into Wiscon. 'Course, I don't know what exactly is involved in creating a con, and there's nothing to suggest that there won't be drama behind the scenes there too. But after reading Tatum's book, I can't help but wonder if that would be a good thing. I don't know. Just throwing the suggestion out there.
In the meantime, I'll do what I'll keep on doing—keep quiet and watch what's going on. There's a lot of pressure on the Wiscon committee to rescind Moon's GOH membership. While it might be too late to change some people's minds to attend Wiscon next year, I think do so would be the right thing to do. Or as Nojojojo put it: A con that honors a bigot is not feminist.
Guh. Too much drama. I'm going to go watch Sailor Moon and eat Doritos.Update: Here’s an excellent timeline on Trinker’s blog on all the posts on MoonFail so far.